"In the enormous spaces of the self the body now seemed only a wandering shell." (Aurobindo, 1972, p. 132)
"It threw me suddenly into a condition above and without thought. unstained by any mental or vital movement.. there was no ego, no real world only when one looked through the immobile senses, something perceived or bore upon its sheer silence a world of empty forms, materialized shadows without true substance. There was no One or many even, only just absolutely That featureless, relationsless, sheer, indescribable, unthinkable, absolute, yet su¬premely real and solely real. This was no mental realization or something glimpsed somewhere above. no abstraction. it was positive, the only positive reality although not a spatial physical world. pervading. occupying or rather flooding and drowning this semblance of a physical world, leaving no room or space for any reality but itself allowing nothing else to seem at all actual, positive or substantial... What it (this experience) brought was an inexpressible Peace, a stupendous silence, an infinity of release and freedom." (Aurobindo, 1972, p. 132)
Aurobindo had entered into the state of "Nirvikalpa samadhi" or "That" of the Vedanta and Hindu sacred literature, or what the Buddhists referred to as "Nirvana", "liberation", the final goal of mystical traditions around the world, which so few ever attain, even after years of arduous effort. But this end point was to be just the beginning of much higher experiences. He records: "I lived in that Nirvana day and night before it began to admit other things into itself or modify itself at all... in the end it began to disappear into a greater Super consciousness from above... The aspect of an illusionary world gave place to one in which illusion is only a small surface phenomenon with an immense Divine Reality behind it and a supreme Divine Reality above it and an intense Divine Reality in the heart of everything that had seemed at first only a cinematic shape or shadow. And this was no re imprisonment in the senses, no diminution or fall from supreme experience, it came rather as a constant heightening and widening of the Truth... Nirvana in my liberated consciousness turned out to be the beginning of my realization, a first step towards the complete thing, not the sole true attainment possible or even a culminating finale. "(Aurobindo, 1972, p. 154). "Nirvana cannot be at once the ending of the Path with nothing beyond to explore... it is the end of the lower Path through the lower Nature and the beginning of the Higher Evolution." (Aurobindo, 1969 (a) p. 71)
Aurobindo continued in this state while editing his daily news¬paper, organizing clandestine meetings and addressing political rallies. Before the first such rally, when he expressed to Lele his hesitation to speak, Lele "asked me to pray, but I was so absorbed in the Silent Brahman consciousness that I could not pray. He replied that it did not matter, he and some others would pray and I had simply to go to the meeting and make Namaskar (bow) to the audience as Narayan (the Lord) and wait and speech would come to me from some other source than the mind" (Purani, 1958, p. 120).
Aurobindo followed these instructions and "the speech came as though it were dictated. And ever since all speech, writing, thought and outward activity have so come to me from the same source above the brain mind" (Aurobindo, 1972, p. 83). This was his first experience with the Superconscient. His speech was wonderful: "Try to realize the strength within you, try to bring it forward; so that everything you do may be not your own doing but the doing of that Truth within you... because it is not you. it is something within you. What can all these tribunals, what can all the powers of the world do to that which is within you, that Immortal, that Unborn and Undying One, whom the sword cannot Pierce, whom the fire cannot burn?... Him the jail cannot confine and the gallows cannot end. What is there that you can fear when you are conscious of him who is within you?" (Aurobindo, 1922, p. 22)
Aurobindo was arrested by the British police a second time at dawn on May 4, 1908. It was during the daily exercise period in the yard of the Alipore jail that a series of spiritual experiences brought about a change in his consciousness. He began to see the Lord in everyone. In the iron cage in the courtroom during the trial, which lasted six months, the same vision followed him: 'I looked at the Prosecuting Counsel and it was not the Counsel for the Prosecution that I saw; it was Sri Krishna who sat there and smiled. 'Now do you fear? 'he said, I am in all men and overrule their actions and their words'." (Aurobindo, 1922, p. 58)
source: Babaji and the 18 Siddha Kriya Yoga Tradition
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